Keeping a journal

I have always kept a journal since I was a little girl... it was a way for me to vent and ask God for what I wanted at the time. This morning going back to 2007 when I started this one and flipping through the pages up to 2012 I see the big... picture of so many things that happened in my life.. seems like they all came at the perfect time and ended at the perfect time too even if it didn't seem that way at the time. They all had a purpose just like Steve Jobs said, I can now connect the dots looking back. But more interesting is the fact that when things were a little tough seems like I stopped believing... I lost faith and was really afraid of the way things were. in 2009 I visited my therapist Psychologist Claudia Blanco who I had not visited in 10 years.... we were working on an issue I had at the time and I remember her telling me.... why are you so afraid of taking that step? you have always done that and you did great... why are you so afraid now? we worked on it and I did it and like she said... I did great just like I always had in the past... So I realized that its fear that stops me sometimes... its fear that puts my dreams on hold sometimes. Ever since I was little I always felt in my heart that I could have anything I wanted if I asked God and with time he proved me right... But now as an adult I sometimes am too realistic, I think of what others will say if I fail, I think of what if...!! Fear! But Love is what makes the world go round. I have been a person who loves to share my experience, my life, even my money sometimes ha ha ha.... I believe that just like in our dreams how we always create an escape and we always end up surviving the dream from any fall or incident... just like that we can create our own life. We can use every incident to jump a little higher, to advance to the next level, to challenge ourselves of how far we can go without losing sight of the present and enjoying each day with who really matters. This 2012 a spiritual side of me woke up... things will change in my life for the best. I know it, I feel it, I want it, I declare it... I will create it. I invite you to believe that God wants you to have the best life ever... full of love and abundance. He wants you to live the life you were created to live... but you alone have to believe it and create it with your daily acts, thoughts and words.... start today! ♥ FABIOLA G ♥See More 

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